Tonight, I just want to make my prayer of appreciation known to You, God, (although you already know my heart) that You have sustained me and helped me this period of seven (7) months with a positive attitude.. This is going to be my very final week, and then comes is a face-to-face meeting next week. Then. Done.
It’s been a testing period to stay positive, not complaining but allowing myself to continually receive your gift of faith, walking by faith, and not by sight. My work kept me busy which was actually a good way to sidetrack my attention. What a freedom, God, to be able to get my way around on my own..again. This period of seven months has been a period of a very humbling experience which has taught me a good lesson about the vulnerability, and to stay vulnerable and to rely on Your power, not on my human power. Thanks for making me vulnerable enough to remain teachable to receive your wisdom (not the world’s wisdom), when I had confronted with this particular trial in addition to other various kinds of difficulties and the pains that life had brought me toward the end of 2012. There is no need to even write it here, as You know it all. No need..Thanks, God. Dad.
What you have taught me in the past seven months is so tremendous and so precious – more precious than what money can buy. I finally began to see it as a blessing in disguise. For that, I thank you. You have taught me to come to seek You first before anything else, not depending on the human power/wisdom or choose the means for easier temporary solutions.
I am about to end this another day with a glass of wine which is the very first time in such a long time. Thank you, Dad, for making me vulnerable enough to receive & understand the lesson You had allowed to happen as your ultimate blessing. PS I will celebrate the passing of my test this weekend. Thank you. Dad. Addonai.
King James Version (KJV)
1 The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.
4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.
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